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You know, it's not easy. To tell you the truth, I don't understand what is going on. My feelings, my hopes, my desires... all is confuse... I am confused. I do love you, but I know that I couldn't. I shouldn't love. It's wrong. It's a bad thing and it's making me sick and lets me sad. It all is a big crap! I just want understand everything. My life is becoming crap. No, my life sucks, all the time. I do not like to see the best side of the things. Being like a pessimistic person sometimes is good. Anyway i want that this world of fuck go to hell. I do not care anymore. If it is the end of the world, it's fine. I'll die, you will die, everybody will, and, we'll all go to hell. Together. Or not.