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I do not know why, but I insist on believing. you realize he is not the same thing and for once, I'll get burned again. but life is so ... and sometimes I prefer to omit a few brief moments of happiness. but oh, how I wish these were eternal. I have lived here agony.this isn't easy. this house, this city, this life, I'm tired of it all ... I just wish I could live. and wanted it to be reciprocal, wish you would live with me, take life on, our way, and fuck the rest. but nothing is so easy, and this time I know I'm going down a path of no return. after that, nothing else is equal. I do not think I can overcome. because it 's difficult. I'm tired of this life, but that's how I'll go on living. what can I do if I am so, so masochistic?